Wednesday, February 18, 2015
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Monday, February 16, 2015
Adventures of an Acid Trip
4/5/2014
Am I...Am I sleeping?
No...
When did I wake up?
Did I..
Am I awake?
Is this a dream?
...
A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep.
A fantasy?
...
Fantasies are dreams...
_____
When did this become my reality?
...Who's fucking Minions are these?
...crazy...purple...mad...
The Leader isn't clear quite yet...
...the Partner is rising to power
...he doesn't show it
_____
I've had this dream before...
I've been here...
It's all so surreal.
I've seen you here before
...I've seen you in my dreams...
________
&
...now here we are
...We're home now love
...We made it safe & sound
The storm wasn't as bad as they predicted...
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Welcome to the family
..is My Queen ready to meet her minions?
----—----—---
The leader lost his queen.
...the Partner found his Queen
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Survive the journey
...Survive Reality.
-——--
Minion Queen
He is my rock. He is my light.
I am his strength. I will follow til the end.
The King stands strong like the mountain. Full in glory and pride.
The Queen is gentle, like a calm lake. Be fair in your motions, for if you disturb the land, the lake leaves no survivors.
Accept your fate. Follow your intuition.
No regrets.
No explanations.
No excuses.
Spinning
Driving through town
With the full moon light
That white devil
Got me wrapped up tight
There's no escape
You're in too deep
He knows where you reside
Still you try to run and hide
One glimpse of that sweet smile
You'll sell your soul and still be in
denial
Silly girl you don't have to lie
Everywhere you go, someone is
getting high
It's almost midnight
And there's a knock at the door
You're fighting hard to ignore
Pleading for rest once more
But how can you deny a house guest
dressed in his Sunday best?
You attempt to resist
But still you crave
that chemical kiss
He'll distract you with shiny things
Next thing you know
you've got his ring
Soon after, he departs
Leaving your house ripped apart
Now you're left thinking of ways
To keep the monsters at bay
All while sitting here,
Chasing your own damn tail
Now the day's beginning
And you're still spinning
So pull the shades down tight
Don't want no sunlight
Cuz just as they say good day,
I'm saying, good night.
<~*~>
He'll drive you madder than a hatter
At the Christmas party dinner
An honest sinner
Or a devious saint
You get a choice
To stand back or take hold
The chase is on
To slay the dragons tail
Something's holding you back
Damn that devil
For his ball and chain
Mad Chaos vs Lonesome Silence
When did we become the dealers?
Are we Devious Saints,
or Honest Sinners?
Face Reality...
This is real?!
For who?!
You've crossed over..
You're playing ball on the other side of the tracks now...
Oh, don't look so shocked...
You've been peaking over that fence since you were a little girl.
You've always been so curious...
In your silent solitude, the chaos across the way was enough to drive you mad...
'How can so many people live in one house together.. So strange how often people come and go all day...'
Yet, deep down, something about the rush of activity, left you with a watchful, and ever-so-curious, eye.
Curiouser & Curiouser...
It's midnight...
a car door slams shut.
Quick!
Jump to the window, gaze out into the dark, wintry street.. Your breath fogging up the glass.
Every night it's the same...
Lying awake,
Listening,
Looking,
Wondering...
And now you know...
How they live...
What they live...
When they live...
You claim no intention of ever crossing over....
But realize this, dear girl...
All those sleepless nights, spent glancing their way....
Wishful Thinking.
Recall all those thoughts...
Scenarios left on repeat...
The excitement seemed so glorious.
For Mad Chaos must be,
has to be,
Better than Lonesome Silence.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~*~And if I had to give you up
It's only been a year
Now I've got my foot thru the door,
And I ain't goin' nowhere
It took awhile to get me in
And I'm gonna take my time
Don't fight that good shit in your ear
Now let me blow your mind ~*~
Friday, February 13, 2015
Bad News, Shooting Stars & New Beginnings
A shooting star
Make a wish
Make it a good one
2am
Gone
Always traveling at night
Guided by the full moon light
Girl, whatcha runnin' from?
Told you once,
Won't tell you again...
I'm not runnin' from...I'm runnin' to
No more holding back
It's now or never
Grab the cat.
Grab the dog.
Grab your bags
The time is now
Get outta sight
You'll be stuck forever if you linger any longer
Go tonight
The moons up and bright
Don't be scared...
My wish...
A new and better life... For us
. To the beach!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You leave home, you move on, you do the best you can. I got lost in this big ol' world and forgot who I am....
I thought if I could touch this place or feel it, this brokenness inside me might start healing.
Out here it's like I'm someone else, I thought that maybe I could find myself
If I could just come in, I swear I'll leave, won't take nothin but a memory.... From a house that built me
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